salam alayk peeps. :)

hari ini bermula suda kelas tuition saye.
walaupun saye dapat turn petang, saye tetap bersyukur yea, dimana Dia yang maha penyayang,
masih memberi peluang untuk saye menimba ilmu.
terima kasih juta-juta pada encik ras iman yg cuba membuat saye cemburu,
dengan menunjuk-nunjuk dia pegi makan PUTU HELBOW dengan hanis dan atik tadi.
million-million thank you buat hanis, yang bagi oliphant yang sgt comeyy from thailand.
saye pon ade tinggalkan something buat dia dan ras yea.
ambik dengan kak imah pagi esok.

kami tusyen lain waktu, mereka pagi, saye petang. -,-
ohh yaa, patutnya hari ni saye ikut Bro Wafiy pegi photography outing.
tpi, sebab selisih dengan tuition,
sye perlu pilih yang mne penting. :)

tadi tgk iklan fernleaf.
budak perempuan yang nyanyi lagu 'ratu hatiku' tu comel sgt kannn?
ayah saye pun bukakla hikayat diaa.
dia cakap, mase sye kecik-kecik sye comel mcm tu laa.
kekekekeke. xD
smpai, Aunty Lee yg bwak van pegi tadika tuh mmg syg gila-gila dekat sye.
tetiba je rindu kat Aunty Lee. 
lame dah tak jumpa dye, almost 10 years jugak la.
lepas sye abis kindergarten tuh langsung tak pernah jumpa dia.

 

 

oliphant yang hanis bagi belah kiri yea, yang belah kanan tuh Elvie.
alhamdulillah, Elvie da makin sihat. 
da mula makan and minum.
da bole berjalan, berlari-lari dan melompat.
dia sgt suka tidur bawah meja laptop saye. -,-
rase mcm nak bawak dye pegi skola la esokk.
ngehngehngeh. xD

salam alayk peeps! today is the last first day of school.
the season finale, the first episode.
Jazz, i pinjam yours. peace no war. :)


on the back to school eve,
cik njwa kita ni baru nak bershopping barang-barang sekolah dia.
no, i tak beli kasut baru yea.
tunggula dulu. nnti mid year semester kee.
kita kan sekola 12 bulan tahun ni. :)

pastu balik rumah, balut buku buku log yang sgt huduh covernya ituu.
this is my dining table.
bersepah habeh cik njwa buat.
atas meja tuu, ade bag skolah, books, souvenirs, pens, ubat si elvie and plastic bag yg sgt banyak. -,-

 

the first picture of school todayy.
mengada. nak letak jugakk. :P

school isn't that bad.
mentang-mentangla terlepas subjek bio ngan kimia tadi. 
walopun bgitu, the teachers da start pressure form 5 dengan form 3 about exams.
senior year. pfffftt.

nonetheless, i laughed and talked a lot today with my friends.
i miss them. :)
then, i had thinking, how sad am i gonna be when i left amalin.
i went to amalin in august 2007.

there's a lot of memoir there.
i remembered why i moved to amalin,
don't you know?
it's because of the boys. -,-
why does boys have to makes things complicated?

some of my friends, mostly foreigners wondered why my uniform is different in color?
it's because, i am a librarian.
my place is in the library and i am in charge of the NiE, newspaper.
but i also have duties in the library. -.-
i love my job. :]
 

and i got souvenirs from ili-chann.
a coffee cup from mecca and my fav choc, toblerone from langkawi.
i rarely get chocolate. so i'm very happy when i got this.
thanks, my kesayangan. :)

ohh yeahh, anda tahu tak stokin yang jari-jari tu?
ada di jual di SOXWORLD tuu.
sye panggil finger sox.
budak budak nih tengok saye punye finger sox.
diorang cakap, "njwa punye stokin cute mcm monyet!"
and i was like, " whaaaa----"
 

i read Jazz's blog tadik, kesiann bnyak kerje sekolah yea?
we didn't have that much homeworks today, this week gonna be a little bit relaxing.
the pressure begins next week. :)

minggu ni nak kene settle keceriaan kelas dulu.
next week, da sibuk ngan duty lagi, ko-ku lagi, sukan lagi. 
i'm looking forward to it though.
senior year kan? :)

p/s : nak stay up malam ni. tertido lame gila dengan elvie tadi. :P
 
p/p/s : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY CINTA HATIS,RAJA SITI AISYAH RAJA AZMI AND NUR AIMI SYAZWANI YANG KINI BERADA DI SEKOLAH MASING-MASING. SBPI PEKAN DAN JUGAK MRSM BESERI. ILYVM. MAY ALLAH BLESS AND HAPPINESS BE YOURS. KAPALKAWAN ABADAN ABADA. UKHUWWAH FILLAH. :D

 

 

 

 

after a whole week thinking, i've came to a decision to finally let go of Oda and Odi.
last night i sent sms to wea,
" wea, g lepah odi ngan oda pagi esok. wa tokse ikut."
and then i cried for the rest of the night.
my eyes are currently puffy and stuffy.
ohhh, menyesalnya menangis!

but, i think it's better that i let them go now.
if i do it after i return from holiday.
it'll be much harder.
at least, i'm not gonna remember those sadness during holiday.
and will be able to overcome it afterwards, right?

besides, i can't came across to their senses and desire for the nature and the world.
they are a part of life cycle nonetheless.
but, i kept on thinking negative.
i kept on seeing bad visions.
i'm afraid that they would be harm.
and i couldn't imagine how they'll die.
i kept on seeing the image of the dead cat with it's head crushed,
that i came across during Larian Serentak 1 Malaysia the other day.

And as i woke up this morning,
Wea already folded the cat's cage.
their food and water container were put aside.
and the water came out from the dam,
once again.

it's okay, and i'm gonna be okay.
it's not the end.
they'll comeback when it's over.
so, there's no need to say goodbye.
we'll met in Jannah.
when the time comes.
inshaAllah.
ILY, sampai syurga. :)